Jealousy can be so consuming some times. its what makes us look at the things we lack in our life. If jealousy didn't exist, a lot of things would be honkey dorey.
Anyways i woke up maybe half hour ago and it started great even without doing anything. You know those dreams that directly have an impact on you when you wake up? I had a good dream and so it made me wake up with a pretty damn good mood. Its not to say that i've had those bad dreams that just woke me up and im sad as heck but what's worse, that or a nightmare? i think that. nightmares don't scare me.
anyways...colleges....it doesn't help my case that my friends are getting into all the colleges and I have yet to hear back from ANY of them. Probably just better than me. Along with so many OTHER THINGS. I hope i get in somewhere though...*sigh* bleh. This day started good and got bad so damn quickly. I can't waste my time thinking about crap like this. BLEHH. humbug. ugh. i'm good enough to get into a college though right?
definitely venting. :(
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