Jealousy can be so consuming some times. its what makes us look at the things we lack in our life. If jealousy didn't exist, a lot of things would be honkey dorey.
Anyways i woke up maybe half hour ago and it started great even without doing anything. You know those dreams that directly have an impact on you when you wake up? I had a good dream and so it made me wake up with a pretty damn good mood. Its not to say that i've had those bad dreams that just woke me up and im sad as heck but what's worse, that or a nightmare? i think that. nightmares don't scare me.
anyways...colleges....it doesn't help my case that my friends are getting into all the colleges and I have yet to hear back from ANY of them. Probably just better than me. Along with so many OTHER THINGS. I hope i get in somewhere though...*sigh* bleh. This day started good and got bad so damn quickly. I can't waste my time thinking about crap like this. BLEHH. humbug. ugh. i'm good enough to get into a college though right?
definitely venting. :(
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Checklist of DOOM
MUSIC 8
-Quizzes for chapters 12-17DONE
-Final Exam
ANTHRO 2A
-Extra Credit DONE
-Final Exam halfway DONE
-Fieldwork Assignment
MATH 2A
-Cheat Sheet
-Learn the crap that is confusing
-Final Exam
HUMN 1B
-7 Page final term paper
-2 Page cheat sheet
-Final Exam
So..... basically......
FML.
-Quizzes for chapters 12-17DONE
-Final Exam
ANTHRO 2A
-Extra Credit DONE
-Final Exam halfway DONE
-Fieldwork Assignment
MATH 2A
-Cheat Sheet
-Learn the crap that is confusing
-Final Exam
HUMN 1B
-7 Page final term paper
-2 Page cheat sheet
-Final Exam
So..... basically......
FML.
Productive...Is it enough?
I have a lot on my plate as far as finals go for next week... Everything, including my online classes, is due between Monday and Wednesday... I gotta worry about 4 classes
Music 8 - Music of multicultural america
This is a dumb class which is regarded as the easiest class @ foothill...because of slacking i may only scrape by with a B/B-. HOPEUFLLY. I have taken all the quizzes i can to boost my grade and there's only a final exam left. BUH. it's timed. anyways this is what happens when i slack.
Anth 2A - Cultural Anthro
So far so EASYYyyyYYYYYYYYYY such a joke class -- if i do well on the final exam (2 essay quetsions) and fieldwork project (observing people do stuff and writing about it) then i'll get an A
Humn 1B
Easy so far -- all the quizzes were online and i used my book to find the answers... the final exam will be NOT online but we will be able to use 2 pages for notes which i havent written up yet.Probably gonna get a B
Math 1B - Calculus
KILL ME NOW -- This class caused me much pain and suffering, the concepts seemed understandable but then the teacher tests those concepts through quizzes and activities and the way he goes about it, it becomes 5x more difficult. I was studying for it earlier this week but i gotta get more htan just calc done so i put that near the bottom of my list sicne the final for that is on tuesday. I feel a ray of hope for this class though... i get a page of notes, and if i review the stuff that i dont get and try the practice exams i might be able to pass with....a C.
So basically... spring break starts 3/23. which is good because i'll start 2 days earlier than everyone else...it's bad because all four classes' finals will be crammed into tuesday / wednesday with the last assignments for those classes ALL crammed into monday. kill me. i'm getting a lot of work done like all the quizzes in music, and doing one of the two essay questions for anthro final..... i was working on the anthro extra credit which is a movie review of "The gods must be crazy" starting at like 8 but then i couldn't get anywhere. i went from youtube to dropping ECON1B (a class that is req. for major) for VART2A (easy ass class apparently) so i dont have to be on the waitlist and i'll have a sure 18 units which will make me IGETC certified.
If i don't pass calc... what will i do? I WONT GET INTO A COLLEGE THIS YEAR. i wanna go on and college it up...be an individual and what not but also it'll be good cuz then i can retake classes i got C's in to boost my GPA and finish every single bit of major prereq undergrad classes things that i can take at foothill and be on my marry way.
ok....
time...
for....
me to get back to my anthro extra credit. it shouldn't be hard. 3 pages double spaced MAX. okay anyways until next time.........
Music 8 - Music of multicultural america
This is a dumb class which is regarded as the easiest class @ foothill...because of slacking i may only scrape by with a B/B-. HOPEUFLLY. I have taken all the quizzes i can to boost my grade and there's only a final exam left. BUH. it's timed. anyways this is what happens when i slack.
Anth 2A - Cultural Anthro
So far so EASYYyyyYYYYYYYYYY such a joke class -- if i do well on the final exam (2 essay quetsions) and fieldwork project (observing people do stuff and writing about it) then i'll get an A
Humn 1B
Easy so far -- all the quizzes were online and i used my book to find the answers... the final exam will be NOT online but we will be able to use 2 pages for notes which i havent written up yet.Probably gonna get a B
Math 1B - Calculus
KILL ME NOW -- This class caused me much pain and suffering, the concepts seemed understandable but then the teacher tests those concepts through quizzes and activities and the way he goes about it, it becomes 5x more difficult. I was studying for it earlier this week but i gotta get more htan just calc done so i put that near the bottom of my list sicne the final for that is on tuesday. I feel a ray of hope for this class though... i get a page of notes, and if i review the stuff that i dont get and try the practice exams i might be able to pass with....a C.
So basically... spring break starts 3/23. which is good because i'll start 2 days earlier than everyone else...it's bad because all four classes' finals will be crammed into tuesday / wednesday with the last assignments for those classes ALL crammed into monday. kill me. i'm getting a lot of work done like all the quizzes in music, and doing one of the two essay questions for anthro final..... i was working on the anthro extra credit which is a movie review of "The gods must be crazy" starting at like 8 but then i couldn't get anywhere. i went from youtube to dropping ECON1B (a class that is req. for major) for VART2A (easy ass class apparently) so i dont have to be on the waitlist and i'll have a sure 18 units which will make me IGETC certified.
If i don't pass calc... what will i do? I WONT GET INTO A COLLEGE THIS YEAR. i wanna go on and college it up...be an individual and what not but also it'll be good cuz then i can retake classes i got C's in to boost my GPA and finish every single bit of major prereq undergrad classes things that i can take at foothill and be on my marry way.
ok....
time...
for....
me to get back to my anthro extra credit. it shouldn't be hard. 3 pages double spaced MAX. okay anyways until next time.........
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Until Spring Break
Deactivated my facebook just now and won't be back until Spring Break. Everything is annoying me. In facebook, out of facebook, people, EVERYTHING. This'll help me concentrate on what's really important. Everyone else can just STFU. Being smart asses when they can just as easily keep it to themselves. I have 1 person I can't stand, and another probably 3-4 that get the F*** on my nerves right now. I need to calm down though. But anyways,
People who annoy me for no reason, and intentionally do so are pathetic. and I want to punch them in the jaw.
People who say they'll do something and do the opposite are unmotivated. and i feel sorry for them.
People who talk shit and judge people on a random basis get annoying. Even if they don't mean it.
Oh yeah. And people who disrespect your belongings, steal it. Drink it. and don't apologize or even acknowledge the fact that they did it are scum and don't deserve friends. Apologize and maybe something can change.
Had to get that off my back.
I'm at the library now. Was going to study for extra time with my sister ( WHO REALLY NEEDS TO STUDY SHIT) but yeah. that didn't go well. Friend got a call and she let to drive him. Doubt she'll be back. I'd be proud of her if she was. But you know. probably not going to happen.
Math time.....
People who annoy me for no reason, and intentionally do so are pathetic. and I want to punch them in the jaw.
People who say they'll do something and do the opposite are unmotivated. and i feel sorry for them.
People who talk shit and judge people on a random basis get annoying. Even if they don't mean it.
Oh yeah. And people who disrespect your belongings, steal it. Drink it. and don't apologize or even acknowledge the fact that they did it are scum and don't deserve friends. Apologize and maybe something can change.
Had to get that off my back.
I'm at the library now. Was going to study for extra time with my sister ( WHO REALLY NEEDS TO STUDY SHIT) but yeah. that didn't go well. Friend got a call and she let to drive him. Doubt she'll be back. I'd be proud of her if she was. But you know. probably not going to happen.
Math time.....
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Things to be done in 2011 @ 1:17AM 3/9/11
It's late. I have Humanities 1B tomorrow, but i feel like updating this and making a list of a few things that i want to get done before this year ends. This idea popped up when I was looking thorugh my freakishly organized pictures on my computer from years past. Anyways, to the point. Here's the list.
1. I want to go hiking with friends again. I saw a video of my family on a hike somewhere in the hills in Palo Alto ish area. The forest area basically. But I LOVE adventures and I wanna go on one again! >.<
2. get a license. I don't understand why I keep postponing it. I got my permit like November???? But on the permit it says it expired 1-19-11 so I haven't been driving. But maybe that's just an excuse. I should instead go to the DMV and wait in a line for 10294 hours and get real advice on if it's really expired. Anyways I have to do that. HAVE TO.
3. ^The top two were hte only ones really on my mind. Actually -- more like the first one. The second popped in my head while htinking about goals. Now that you mention it though I have a third one wihch is get into a college. Actually, I also want to pass my class...though passing my class (MAINLY CALCULUS 1B) will in turn get me into the college I want to go to.
-RANT ON-
I think it's so retarded how my major as an International Studies major requires Econ 1A/1B and Math1A/1B(Calculus) as GE for UC Irvine. UGHH. I'm struggling with that class. I feel like I understand the concepts, but then he gives us a quiz / in class activity and that understanding goes to zero. It may just my prejudice speaking, or maybe it's that Americans are dumb, but my teacher is English. Like...the ones with an accent. Anyways, I had a 63% on my First exam, and everything else in the class is optional. I have a high grade for my webassign work, and i haven't punched in the number, but I hope I break a C- in the class. I'll AIM HIGH and hopefully reach that C. I've been trying to study this past week, and with 2 weeks left I think--NO. I KNOW i will have enough time to master everything.
Anyways. Big hike with friends, get my license, get accepted to UC/Pass math. those are my goals. Much studying to be done. I guess I should get a job, but honestly, there is no reason to get a job if I'm set on cash. (Christmas money remnants and cat-sitting job ftw?) PLUS! I'm a full time student taking anyhwere between 15-20 units so I should better myself by studying rather than making minimum wage money right? Well it's 1:16am now. and i should sleep so i can pay attention in Humanities tomorrow. Thank god it isn't Calculus. Goodnight!
1. I want to go hiking with friends again. I saw a video of my family on a hike somewhere in the hills in Palo Alto ish area. The forest area basically. But I LOVE adventures and I wanna go on one again! >.<
2. get a license. I don't understand why I keep postponing it. I got my permit like November???? But on the permit it says it expired 1-19-11 so I haven't been driving. But maybe that's just an excuse. I should instead go to the DMV and wait in a line for 10294 hours and get real advice on if it's really expired. Anyways I have to do that. HAVE TO.
3. ^The top two were hte only ones really on my mind. Actually -- more like the first one. The second popped in my head while htinking about goals. Now that you mention it though I have a third one wihch is get into a college. Actually, I also want to pass my class...though passing my class (MAINLY CALCULUS 1B) will in turn get me into the college I want to go to.
-RANT ON-
I think it's so retarded how my major as an International Studies major requires Econ 1A/1B and Math1A/1B(Calculus) as GE for UC Irvine. UGHH. I'm struggling with that class. I feel like I understand the concepts, but then he gives us a quiz / in class activity and that understanding goes to zero. It may just my prejudice speaking, or maybe it's that Americans are dumb, but my teacher is English. Like...the ones with an accent. Anyways, I had a 63% on my First exam, and everything else in the class is optional. I have a high grade for my webassign work, and i haven't punched in the number, but I hope I break a C- in the class. I'll AIM HIGH and hopefully reach that C. I've been trying to study this past week, and with 2 weeks left I think--NO. I KNOW i will have enough time to master everything.
Anyways. Big hike with friends, get my license, get accepted to UC/Pass math. those are my goals. Much studying to be done. I guess I should get a job, but honestly, there is no reason to get a job if I'm set on cash. (Christmas money remnants and cat-sitting job ftw?) PLUS! I'm a full time student taking anyhwere between 15-20 units so I should better myself by studying rather than making minimum wage money right? Well it's 1:16am now. and i should sleep so i can pay attention in Humanities tomorrow. Thank god it isn't Calculus. Goodnight!
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